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Yesterday I went to the doctor for my knee, because lately ive been having some promblems with it giving out and hurting to the point where i have to start wearing my brace again. So i went to the doctor and two guys sat on my feet and were pulling the hell out of my knee to see how much it was popping out and how loose it really was. He said that two ligaments seem to be completely gone. DAMNIT. So i have to schedule an MRI or i think they all ready did it but it should be soon, and we will see what that tells us. I may still need to get surgery. This sucks so much i though i was done with this shit. Its just my luck though i knew i healed way to fast. Maybe i healed so fast so that they can get in there and do the surgery sooner. Sometime they wait a really long time before they do surgery just to make sure the body can do as much healing by its self as it can.
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[02 Apr 2008|08:34am] |
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On Monday we went to the streetlight manifesto show in san francisco it was awesome afte the show we waited two hours for tomas to come out because he has this weird thing that he has to be the last one out and which is kinda messed up becuase then he doesnt have to help all the other guys out with loading up all the equipment. Oh well hes chech and really hot. I also got all the band members to sign my ticket well that is all but the drummer. but thats okay im not worried about it i know this wont be the last streetlight show that i go to. or at least it better not be or that would be horrible. at the beggining of the show when the opening band was playing there was this guy next to me and was asking questions about the band becuase we both had not heard of them before. The entire time the band was playing he was just standing there looking like a skin head complaining about the band and how much they suck and this isnt music that you can mosh to so the kids that were moshing to it werent kewl because they dont even know what metal is. Which he thought is the only music you can mosh to. Its like come on dude sorry this isnt korn or slipknot but sorry this is a ska show so you need to look up what bands are playing before you go to the show so you dont ruin everyone elses time.
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| Lucas's Surprise Party |
[28 Feb 2008|09:38am] |
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Last Thursday I believe it was 2-18-08 was Lucas’s surprise birthday party that Popkey threw for him. We all some how managed to keep it a secret from him I honestly don’t know how we pulled that one off. Usually things like that some how just fall apart. Nick came and picked me up at my house and when he got there he had this strange look on his face, like something was really wrong. He said that when we was on the way to get me with Julia that Adam Lucas’s brother called and said that Lucas would have a better time if Julia wasn’t there. What a douche bag, who does that to people? Honestly. Julia decided not to go incase Lucas really felt that way. We felt so bad I didn’t want to go anymore but I couldn’t ruin Lucas’s night just because of his ignorant brother. So we went and picked up Jessica and Dan, Jes had this bright idea of what we should get Lucas for his birthday. A STREET LIGHT TICKET, it was a genius idea. Nick drove back to Raleys and we got the ticket. On the way to the party we drew a card on a random piece of note paper it was awesome, on the back I drew a picture of Lucas holding a skate board and a bubble above his head saying, “ I LOVE TOMAS KALNOKY”. It was all kinds of funny but he loved it. We all hung out in Lucas room until he had arrived and when he did we hid in the living room, he opened the door and we jumped out he looked like a scared cat. I think he may have almost peed himself or IJPL. He was so happy and you could tell he felt soooo loved. The majority of the night we were in Adams room where he played drums Lucas played his guitar and everyone else kind of sat around and played with random stuff in Adams room like a cow bell, the microphone, oh and his pogs. Then the guys had this bright idea of towel boxing, it was pretty entertaining to watch. Boys kicking each others asses to bad they weren’t hot. ACCEPT. Lucas’s step sister’s boyfriend OMG, okay she’s 16 and looks about 22, he’s 21 and she looks older. Not to mention she isn’t the most attractive thing in the world, I’m so jealous. Way to go her getting a hot guy. There is a chance for fatties. The dude was a total chubby chaser though, not saying it’s a bad thing. When Popkey and he were towel fighting oh man, it was uber hot seeing him fight. I was like n’ awwwww he’s so cute all red and worked up. Popkey totally owned him though sad to say. But to be fair he is fucking huge. Later on Lucas’s dad set up fire works and sparklers for us. The sparklers were bad ass I hadn’t seen those things in ages.
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The year hasn’t been too bad lately actually. Let’s see what have I done lately? I went to Santa Cruz with Jes, Julia, Nick, Lucas, Adam, Al, Dan, Chelsea and Brook. We all drove up there, the girls in Chelsea’s car and the boys in Nick’s car. Damn those boys are so socially awkward they can’t be in a car with anyone they don’t know or they freak out. It was still a nice trip though. We arrived and found the boys in the Arcade where the mirrors were, the ones that squash and stretch you. After that we went and hung out on the beach on blankets for hours it was amazing. We sat around singing street light songs and Kimya Dawson songs like hippies all we needed was a fire to stand around. When the boys decided to go see UCSC we stayed on the beach until it was dark, we got some crazy awesome vegetarian Burritos the best thing I’ve had in a long time. The boys finally came back, it was dark by now and we were still chilling on the blanket curling up trying to stay warm. We finally decided to go home after a hour of freezing. On are way back to Benicia we stopped at IKEA and played around through the entire store it was empty as could be, there was like maybe 10 people in the entire upstairs division.
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[29 Jan 2008|08:50am] |
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Its 2008, it’s about time, I do have to say. It feels like it should be at least 2010 by now. But thinking of 2010 aren’t we supposed to have flying cars and hover buildings by now? Well people about 200 years ago would have thought we would have made some incredibly intense inventions by now. I think by the time we get that advanced that, we won’t even realize it. Everything is in such a slow transition that it just slips in right under our nose without even realizing this is an epic event. I started this New Year off with Jessica and Lucas in Berkeley at a random gypsy show. We all didn’t feel like sitting alone at home on New Years so this was worth going to. When we got inside and paid for out tickets we realized that we were the youngest people there accept for the few kids that were there with there parents. It felt like we were intruding on someone’s Bar mitzvah, incredibly not invited. The bands began to play, it sounded like some straight up Jewish or Greek Music. I was just waiting for someone to start chanting Lahium, or Mazel tov, even though it wasn’t a wedding. I’m not Jewish so I’m not that worried about my accuracy. When it was almost 12 and the ball was ready to drop and welcome us into the New Year Jessica said, we all had to jump at the strike of midnight so that we wouldn’t be on the earth when the New Year started. She had heard this from her friend Matt who told her this before we left the house to go meet up with Lucas. We didn’t really trust the people there and there watches so we all broke out our phones and jumped at the strike of midnight in accordance to all of our phones just to make sure. So we jumped 3 times that night.
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[10 Dec 2007|05:40pm] |
Tuesday last week Jes, Lucas, Adam, Popkey, Victor, Nck, and I went to the Streetlight Manifesto show. It was at Slims in San Francisco, it was amazing I got to drink of the same water Bottle that Thomas Kilnokey did. By the time the showe was over we all were soaked in other peoples spit and sweat. I didn't even smell like me anymore but it was awesome. The next day we had to go to school and we didnt get home until about 1:30 2:00 in the morning. Friday I went to the Christmas tree lighting in my town where everyone in the town and outside the town bring everyone and there mother to this thing. So i went with alex and basically we almost got into a huge fight with her ex boyfriends new gf because she couldnt stop calling alex and calling her names and just trying to start shit. So alex being the person she is, doesnt take any shit from anyone and brings it so there in a huge screaming bitch fit and im freaking out because alex is trying to kill the stupid bitch and Austin and I are trying to hold both of them back. It was sort of funny though accept when we finally got away from them we went back to my car to find that im a dumb ass and left the lights on. So Her dad had to come down and give me a jump, this is the 2nd time ive done this hopefully that was the last time. Yesterday I went shopping with Mishayla And Alex my ceramics buddies for life. We got some much stuff (fo Free) ask me ill tell ya. Im half way done with my Christmas shopping. Im ahead of the game, I cant wait to go shopping during Christmas vacation because we get out the weekend before Christmas on the 21st, that means we would have no time, also I dont think there would be anything left over the shelves at stores must be cleared out. Today im really sick and not feeling to well, im stuck in animation trying not to fall asleep so I decide to write in my LiveJournal, its been a couple weeks or so. Its about that time hehe. I want to go on a road trip, to texas then to Tenne., Maybe Indiana not sure about that one anymore, and then right up to Boston. Haha that would be kind of a creepy awkward trip but im always up for some creepy ass shit. Creepy should really be my middle name. I need to get out of this little town right about now. I will have to keep planning this grand trip of mine as this year continues. I need to get a job so I can save up some money. Im not sure if Kashia is going to be able to come down for my graduation so just in case she cant I need to save up some money so I can go see her, its been way to long and im going to go crazy and kill myself or something if I dont see her soon or at the least get out of this town. This weekend my mom is throwing a little family Christmas Party, its going to be oober depressing. I dont know what it is but lately every time i see my family its not a refreshing fun time. I just want to drink my brain out like I did on Thanksgiving and talk to Nate. That wasnt to bad accept he sort of scared me because he was so high and drunk he could hardly type anymore. So i drank basically all that night, until i couldnt remember who had even came to dinner Lol. but i woke up feeling refreshed. Okay I need to get out of this class the walls are starting to clos in, and im either gonna start screaming or just run out of the class and make a huge scene, that would not be the best idea. But either way i need to get out of here.
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[26 Nov 2007|07:19pm] |
We had the entire week off last week, I thought it would be so awesome not having school like always but it goes by so fast, tomorrow is Thanksgiving that came so fast every year you cant believe it has snuck up on you. Before i know it, it will be christmas day sitting on the floor feeling as if I were in a flash back then I stop and realize no its real, this time has come yet again. So today was the first day of school back, I had the hardest time trying to stay awake and as I was walking down the halls i realized there was no one in that entire school I was looking forward to seeing, and there was no event I could wait to come. So what is suppose to get me up in the morning and keep me going strong in school? I need to find something and make it fast or im going to crash and burn fast. I went to an uptones show durning Thanksgiving break the first saturday so that was the 17th im thinking, it was alot of fun it was my first show ive been to since I hurt my leg. I thought I wasnt going to be able to dance so just to be careful I started out really slow then soon I was dancing just like I had before, it was a little awkward I mean but i was a "skanking fool". I feel like me again and thats what matters. This summer Jessica and I have to go on a road trip, so we are thinking we will go to Texas and from texas to Tenn. and from there go to Indiana, hehe.
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| Children At Play |
[15 Nov 2007|02:52pm] |
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 A picture I took of the swing set on the side of my yard.
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| Black Tape for a Blue Girl |
[11 Nov 2007|04:12pm] |
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Friday night Jes and I hung out with Sarah Beggs and Haley at a park on Salano it was fucking cold but we all sat there for a couple of hours, sitting in the holes we had dug in the wood chips, so when our feet finally got numb we left. So Yesterday (Saturday) I went to Berkeley with Jes to her friend Ricky"s house. We played Guitar Hero for like 10 minutes, when we realized we sucked ass and at the time didn't feel like making a foul out of ourselves we stopped. So we sat there and swapped creepy storys about "plasenta eating aunts" and spinning donuts in cars. Then Ricky pulls out a crazy ass movie called HAPPINESS this movie was fucking crazy everything you can think of to be morally and ethically wrong was fit into a 3 hour long movie. I have to say it was quite interesting, and entertaining. I definitely would recommend it. If your looking for a creepy movie there a good one. While we were sitting there we hear a noise that sounds like running water so I jokingly say haha someone peeing outside and hes like Yep. Thats pretty creepy someone just randomly popping a squat outside your front door. We left there at about 11:00pm and didn't get back to my house until 12:00pm. Im proud of us we hung out with all new people this weekend. That was a nice change of pace. HAPPINESS
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[08 Nov 2007|03:39pm] |
 NOSE! Yay I finally got it. Tuesday School, Wednesday physical therapy, today just school, Not a good day so far, I felt blah all day and I'm not sure why..
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[05 Nov 2007|06:31pm] |
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Woo hoo I just got my nose pierced.
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| “Named must your fear be before banish it you can.” |
[04 Nov 2007|09:08pm] |
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I'm scared to turn 18. So its 9:00, 3 more hours until my birthday, I'm going to be 18 that is crazy I still feel like im turning 16, yet I feel 20+. I wonder if anything will change I can buy porn cigs lottery ticket, hmmm I can stay out as late as I want go camping when ever I want, with whom ever I want, I can leave the state without a parent. hehe. My mom likes to think that my being 18 doesn't count because im still in school. I don't care this is a big deal for me, nothing is going to stop it. I have to go to physical therapy tomorrow morning on my birthday, that really sucks. I should have asked for another day but I don't think I could have gotten a car. I want to go party hard core for my 18th but I know im not going to. I'm just going to go to school. Wow thats alot of fun, Monday birthdays suck.
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Today I went to school like always, unless I skip. After school Jes and I went on a major hunt for a white tiger for someone, its not as easy as you would think we ended up having to go to concord toys R US, hes adorable.
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[01 Nov 2007|03:06pm] |
Yesterday was Halloween, it pretty much sucked, i wasn't really in the mood this year. Oh well I came home drank half my bottle of JD and then James called. So that made my night so much better. The only trouble now is, I cant remember if I hung up the phone and we said goodbye or if I just passed out. I feel horrible, I'm such a bad person. I did give him fare warning though, so he cant be to mad. I loved my costume this year it was similar to our costume a few years back, we were Party people from the Rocky Horror picture show.
 So this year we were a brighter version.
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| I really need to spoon right about now. :( |
[29 Oct 2007|07:40pm] |
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Today I had physical therapy, I had to leave the house at 6:30 this morning, it sucked so much. On top of that I had to go to ortho. to get xray and a fallow up. That ruins the entire day for me, plus I have to miss 1st and 2nd twice a week so my Animation teacher gets missed that im never caught up on my drawings. Oh well dude walking is more important that drawing 200 hundered little hands, from some other artist book. Its almost time for Halloween im still not sure what we are doing, we may go to sanfrancisco but my mom would kill me or berkely, and maybe just go to Nikkis to trick or treat. I dont really want to walk all that much I never know how long my leg is going to last, and that would suck if in the middle of trick or treating my leg gives out. Today was a bore. Heres a rip of drawing I did of Pax Paloscias stencil art.
 I like eeeet.
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| Lets try this again? |
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I'm going to give Live Journal yet another chance. I'm listening to Dragon force at the moment, and have been talking to James practically all this morning, well this after noon but I woke up at about 12. My friends have been pretty annoying lately, and those that know me know who those people are. Im not here to bash on people but I could if I wanted. “we're flying we’re free!”
 Thats what i need to get little baby tigers, there adorable, and snugglie. Or Monkeys.
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| I have returned |
[07 Jul 2006|12:31am] |
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Its been more than a year since the last time i had wrote anything in here. How time flys. Junior year here i come weird ness . Nerf.
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